That just makes your conversion all the better.
Imagine if Attila had come to the Pope, hat in hand, begging forgiveness of his sins.
Okay, the Pope might have killed him.
But that's not too far off of what Clovis actually did do.
Kale's not Attila. He's not a barbarian or a pagan. He's a Triunist and has been for decades. He's devoted to the culture and values of the (Mes)(Mar)Occidens. Converting just wouldn't be in his character. It would almost feel gamey.