You do know right, that Chamberlains family has more or less established a root or should I say reputation in Nivemus realm. You can always come back in future, er, if thing not work out. The people here(you know who they are) have some respects for Catherine and Kristina...
I do know that feeling. My first character almost ended up being kick out from his realm during many rebellions and its counter rebellions due to his loyalty, luckily he worked well with other characters to get back in with the successful rebellions. My second character from Sirion, got deported to other island, at least much better than being executed.
Even Catherine is still welcome after consorting with the enemy mad traitor:)
I do know how it feels like to leave your first realm though. In my case, Abington was destroyed, ending my first BM love.
