You fail to understand what abstain means.
I abstained because since i know first hand the ooc harass this player has received so my decision would be biased.Even after stating i abstained i still supported my opinion , abstaining to a voting does not mean silencing yourself.
I do believe there is something weird about your complain and the fact you twisted your own words on multiple occasions.
I believe these decisions are wrong and i am trying to fix that before a wrong decision becomes a pattern for others to use and take advantage of.