Unfortunate, because prior to my absence Asylon was on route to being our allies, Terran stabilizing, my marriage to Rynn to unite D'hara and Terran in the long-term, Mendicant and some Aurvandilites somewhat respected me and everyone enjoyed Alura far more than Hireshmont, which everyone and their mother were quite vocal in expressing.
I feel like my absence is what ruined Terran. It was my responsibility to keep the nation intact and things were going so well... If Perth would have me, I would return to Terran and do all in my power to reunite our lands, re-establish friendships, and bring peace to this absolute cluster!@#$. If that doesn't work, Alura can always go to D'hara or Asylon and continue the legacy.