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Too depressing to talk about.
Whats depressing about it? I am not in it personally so I don't really know what is going on but from outsider's perspective the north seems like a somewhat fun place to be.
I'd tell you, but I might accidentally let slip some IC information, and we're not supposed to do that in the forums anymore.So your best bet is to join CE and ask with your noble.