For myself, in D2N I always try make sure I have two options. Two outs, an ace up the sleeve, a bird in the hand...eh scratch the last one
Why do I say this? Well, at the moment you have a 1 in 4 shot at the LMS tonight ishi. If everyone wipes tonight, whoever gets it, gets it. All the defense of the houses will not matter in determining who gets it, because it is random. However, if you survive tonight, you won't get it even if you are the only survivor. Because dying from withdrawal doesn't grant LMS. Unless you can get some more drugs somewhere...
So getting hooked on drugs ultimately killed one of your outs. Now you either have to get it tonight (which is why I suggest you leave the gates open/open them if the multi closes them), or find some more drugs tomorrow (you will have 18ap to do this but it's still quite a risk).